For years, I battled addiction and made mistakes I’m not proud of. Since then, I’ve been judged, looked down upon, called names, and talked about behind my back. Even after paying my debt to society, I continued to pay for those same mistakes long after.
Overcoming addiction was just one of the many obstacles life threw my way. But I refused to be defined by my past. My willpower, determination, and relentless desire to succeed pushed me forward — especially when I heard the word “No.” Being told I couldn’t, wouldn’t, or shouldn’t only fueled my drive. I don’t take no for an answer — not when it comes to reclaiming my life.
“Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams.”
That lyric from Jelly Roll has echoed through my soul more times than I can count. It’s tattooed into the deepest part of my brain. Because I’ve lived it.
And yet … here I am.
Today, I strive to remain hopeful and positive. I fight not just for myself, but for others like me — those who are ready to change, who want better, who are looking for a second chance. I try to lead by example. I’ve fought tooth and nail to rebuild my life and to not let addiction steal it from me again. I’ve worked hard to reclaim what matters most — and I refuse to give any more of it away.
Just for today, I am the face of recovery. I am living proof that we do recover.
For nearly a decade, I fought for a second chance. I encountered people in positions of authority who chose self-interest and politics over compassion — people who had the power to offer a hand but chose judgment instead. To those individuals, I say this: You ought to be ashamed.
But also … thank you.
Thank you for being part of what drove me to become the person I am today. Your rejection became my motivation. You paved a road, and I took every painful step on it. You unknowingly helped shape this comeback.
There are others, though — those who stood by me when I had nothing to offer. People who chose to uplift rather than tear down. People who saw potential instead of problems. Those individuals have earned my lifelong respect and gratitude. I will never forget the encouragement and belief you showed when I needed it most. You helped me prove that doubters can become believers.
To my family and friends — thank you. Your love and support have carried me through the darkest moments of this emotional journey. You never gave up on me, even when I had nothing to give.
Looking ahead, I’m excited to give back. I’m committed to serving and protecting my community in more ways than I ever imagined possible. This isn’t the end of my story — it’s the beginning of a new chapter.
Recovery is real. Redemption is possible. And just for today, I’m living proof.
Eric Leichtweis lives in Athol.